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Tue Mar 17, 2015, 4:43 PM
OK, sorry guys, but I kinda need a break. I don't know. I don't know what the hell is going on in my life.  :(

It would be really, fantastically wonderful if just ONE doctor could value my health and sanity, and actually discuss treatment with me.  Instead of fucking laughing.

But this is England, where preserving a young woman's (unwanted) fertility is more important than saving any other aspects of her life...  I'm just a potential future baby-making machine, that's all these doctors care about. Forget the rest of my health - I might wanna baybeeeee one day!!!1111!!!   Isn't that obviously the most important thing that any woman might want in life?!  It would be TRAGIC if she never got to try it!

Can't afford to go private, though. Those prices are huge. It's so disheartening and embarrassing, having no option but to keep begging the NHS for help, month after month.

I'm trying very hard not to think suicidal thoughts now.  Please put commissions, promised art and other stuff on standby... this is really not a time I can focus on any of that. Sorry.  .__.  I will attempt to draw still, as a good distraction, but I cannot guarantee anything.

I really hope this can be resolved, and then I'll be the happiest woman in the world! And looking forward to being "back", and finally normal again. Until then... bye. Thank you, all you fabulous artists who have supported me.


Thank you llama by YooMeLlama awesome stamp by Arunaudo


A bit about me, for anyone who's curious.

- I'm English. Hoorah.
- Yes, I'm quite fond of horses... and dragons and chickens too.
- I've had no art education/qualifications. Self-taught all the way!
- I'm usually very pessimistic and harsh about my own art.
It's normal. Don't worry!


When my commissions are open, I'll write a journal about it. For now, please don't ask, as I need to finish existing projects first. :)

(by the way, I may need some help deciding prices; if you have any suggestions on how much my art could be priced, please note me with them! Thanks.)


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Radven Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I love horses!! 
Wich is the program that you use to draw and paint? Looks like SAI... :O
BronzeHalo Featured By Owner 2 days ago
I use Photoshop and SAI. Often switching between them, to use different brushes or effects, during one drawing.
Elly-Belle Featured By Owner 2 days ago
I love your art from the little I've glanced a!!!!
hope life looks up for you!! *huggles* 
DlNOSAUR Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
I love your art, and I hope things get better for you hun! < 3
BronzeHalo Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015
Thank you. :glomp:
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