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Tue Mar 17, 2015, 4:43 PM
OK, sorry guys, but I kinda need a break. I don't know. I don't know what the hell is going on in my life.  :(

It would be really, fantastically wonderful if just ONE doctor could value my health and sanity, and actually discuss treatment with me.  Instead of fucking laughing.

But this is England, where preserving a young woman's (unwanted) fertility is more important than saving any other aspects of her life...  I'm just a potential future baby-making machine, that's all these doctors care about. Forget the rest of my health - I might wanna baybeeeee one day!!!1111!!!   Isn't that obviously the most important thing that any woman might want in life?!  It would be TRAGIC if she never got to try it!

Can't afford to go private, though. Those prices are huge. It's so disheartening and embarrassing, having no option but to keep begging the NHS for help, month after month.

I'm trying very hard not to think suicidal thoughts now.  Please put commissions, promised art and other stuff on standby... this is really not a time I can focus on any of that. Sorry.  .__.  I will attempt to draw still, as a good distraction, but I cannot guarantee anything.

I really hope this can be resolved, and then I'll be the happiest woman in the world! And looking forward to being "back", and finally normal again. Until then... bye. Thank you, all you fabulous artists who have supported me.


Thank you llama by YooMeLlama awesome stamp by Arunaudo


A bit about me, for anyone who's curious.

- I'm English. Hoorah.
- Yes, I'm quite fond of horses... and dragons and chickens too.
- I've had no art education/qualifications. Self-taught all the way!
- I'm usually very pessimistic and harsh about my own art.
It's normal. Don't worry!


When my commissions are open, I'll write a journal about it. For now, please don't ask, as I need to finish existing projects first. :)

(by the way, I may need some help deciding prices; if you have any suggestions on how much my art could be priced, please note me with them! Thanks.)


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Scythe-Stuff Featured By Owner 2 days ago  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awwww I'm soooo sorry for you! Hang in there! If you want to, note me whenever if life gets too stressful :D I'll always note you back! Your artwork is beyond amazing.
Wilzenater Featured By Owner 5 days ago
You do a Great job on making awesome Animations. I like them.
Skyler-The-Nightfury Featured By Owner Edited 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Do you have commissions? Cause I don't see them anywhere on ur page..
EDIT: NVM! Just read ur 'hello' thingy.. Sorry! Sweating a little... 
Shiba1908 Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
OMFG i love your pixel animatics and animations! You won a watch and a llama!
NatakuXeden Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Just wanted to say, I am absolutely in love with your work. Have an awesome day! ♥
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